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Decision??

2011-10-29T18:05:00.000-07:00

Honestly, i still have feelings for my ex even after we broke up 1 year ago. i just found her in fb and it makes me want her back even more. i know this might sound stupid, after what she done to me and what she did behind me and all other things that i don't know i still want her. i guess love really is blind.

Feeling Crappy

2011-08-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

Today (23/8/2011), is one hell of a day. Mood been up and down and now is just feeling empty and abit emo...ehehee..feeling so tired after whole day of driving around and nothing seems to make me feel better...it keep on getting worse...

Now, this post is more to what i feel this past few days..remember when someone told you that you can only appreciate something/one if that something/one is gone...well, basically that what i feel now..i miss her so damn much..and now i don't know how to bring her back..i'm not that desperate to get in an relationship but sometimes it just nice to have someone there for you and someone that you can share anything with..i want that someone and i had that someone and now....empty...nothing...and nothing much i can do...given up??...maybe yes, maybe no...i don't know...

hello bloG!

2011-08-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

hahaha...it's been a while seen I post my previous blog and now here I am again..so..where to begin??...

Well, I'm proud to say that i made it through the 3 years of study and now officially jobless......@_@ but I know that finding a job is tough at the moment but I'll always try to be positive bout it..that's what this is all about..nothing is given to you in this world except for your family..so, just try to keep everything positive even you are down..

This past few weeks have been the most difficult weeks of my life..jobless and cash is running short so i try to do a little saving in case of emergency..hey, anyone reading this and know somebody/company that is hiring in the management department..hit me up k..cause I've been submitting my resume to lots and lots of company lately and so far no reply from all of them..so now I'm getting desperate..

Ok..oh yeah..I'm officially single also..hahaha..*statement*..things are not easy lately so yeah...being single again prove all of that..now I just have to think bout myself and try to focus more on what I should do..so girls..so sorry..wwwaaaahhhh!!!..

Well, that's all for now...just wait for the next update...PEACE! V+_+

why oh why??

2011-06-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU!!

oh......my darling........

2011-06-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

Well, it the middle of the night and i still up...i slept the whole afternoon actually. Just finish my assignment and need to wait for my friend to come and take it..

Wokey, lets see. Class was ok so far, everything is ok...and hopefully my result also ok...

Move along, browsing thru my fb page just now and saw so many emotional comment form unknown people..well, every social networking site now has turn into a place where people express themselves emotionally and here something that i read just now and i think u know who post this. *unless your not her friend in fb*

Basically she stated that she misses her late bf so much..the bf actually pass away on a tragic accident in Miri in 2010. I felt sorry for her actually. I know it's hard to lose someone that u really love and care about..hell, even breaking up a relationship is torture for us human what more facing with the death of another person. As her friend, i've advise her before saying that she have to stop thinking bout him..for her own good..she have to stop..the more she think the more she'll get hurt..but hey, who am i to say..the problem is she never want to listen..now, only time can tell...

To be honest, i actually fall in love with the girl..she's different..i meant she got her own way..not only thru her beauty but thru what she do..and i really miss her now...like i said..only time can tell what's gonna happen..so now, i just let it be and try to live my life..

Peace *_*V
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try to get a head of time

2011-06-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

Still got another 2 weeks left of my time here and all of a sudden, i start thinking about my past...all the ex gf and all the scandal..which really brought me down and to make things worst i kept thinking about what they did to me and what i did to them...no guys...this is not one of my repent session..

it's just that all those things kept me thinking all day..and this evening, i was about to buy myself and brand new external hard drive and guess what...i started to have second guesses...which is weird..i always wanted to buy it buy at the very last minute i change my mind...ok...that was not so weird..maybe im gonna get it on my final week here...ok back to the story, 3 years of my time i spent most of it far away from people that i loved and it makes me feel free..now i just 2 weeks to feel that way..i know going back home is the best feeling ever...yeah..meeting friends and family..but is that what we really want??...think about it...being far away is way better..sure u'll get lonely at some point..but hey, it's ok...it's not gonna kill you...

all my life other keep making decision for me instead of making them myself...but i feel like this time i want to make my own decision and i know my decision will actually hurt some feelings but it's my choice...right??..i get to decide what i want to do with my life..but i wish that was happening now...to be honest i don't want to leave shah alam...i know this place is boring and kinda dead to some...but this is the only place where i have great and joyful memories with people that i met 3 years back..maybe that's what i want..not being with the people i know for a long time...but i made my decision to come home..well, not really my decision..but i am still gonna make decision when im home...i guess it's time that we actually have to move on in life...nobody is gonna be there for us all the time...people change...just look at me now...i use to be proud of myself but not now...

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I miss Tuuutttuuuttttt

2011-06-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

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Well, just finish the marathon for "how i met your mother"..i downloaded the full season of that series and yes peeps..there are 6 season all together...i was bored ok...now my drive D is getting full and i still want to download some more...hahahha..so, plan for tomorrow is to hunt down a external hard disc..and alang2 go to KL..might as well stop at kakimotor shop..not sure why but just feel like going there...

I realize that i haven't go for any shopping within this 2 years...which got me thinking....i've been using the old same cloth for the past 2 years...i just realize that when i look at my cloths and thinking what am i suppose to wear...cloths hunting oso la tomorrow and get my hair cut at the same time...

that's all foks!!

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i hate this

2011-05-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

Well, it's my second week in Shah Alam and things started to get boring. Last weekend one of my housemate just left for Sibu and now i'm stuck with two girls. Study?? It was ok for now..still early to judge how difficult it's gonna get but i'm hanging on. I really need to score this paper to grade 3.00+.

Ok. Lately i been feeling a little lonely. Yes, i do have a gf but.....i dont know la..to be honest..i miss my ex..yeah, i still can't get over it..i really miss her and i know i can't hurt my gf feeling...now i feel like having gf is the worst mistake i made..but i got to live with it..Joeyce was the only girl that make me feel like i meant a lot to her...i know this sound stupid but hey..u can't stop a guy from falling in love right..i still care bout her until now...i wanted to meet her but it's just wrong...i know that is just gonna make me feel worst..i got to think bout my gf too..i just wish i can see her one more time..for the last time...

out of all the girls i dated, she was the only one that can make me feel like i'm something around her..

sigh***

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2011-05-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

Ok, i know i havent been blogging this lately and now here i am again. So, i'm back at Shah Alam for my final month. I got this intersession to deal with and good thing it's only for 1 month. So, let's start.

First day. Let's see. Got a friend girlfriend in my room and it gave me a total shock. All this while i though i was gonna be alone for the month. But i don't mind having her around but i do mind if she's in my room. I mean, i left the room behind for like few months and now she living in it??...what's that all about??..where am i suppose to put my things now??..and where am i suppose to sleep and get ready for class??...im not gonna be seen naked in the living room..i know i got other rooms in this house but hey, that my room too..i know your boyfriend sleeps in that room but that dosent give you the right to make the room yours..i was happy for a week cause she had this course thing to deal with and i got the whole room for myself and then disaster strikes..she's BACK!!..

Huhhh!!..Anyway, let's just clear things out..i tried talking to her about this but she just dosent seem to like me and surprisingly..i don't even knw what i did to her??..i did even see her naked...i looked away everytime she's in her PJ..i know it an opportunity for a guy took check girls out but i just not interested in her and she's pretty annoying...she keep messing up my stuff without my permission...who the hell do you think you are...i don't even touch your stuff..if my stuff was a mess in the bedroom that my problem...hey, at least i don't hang my boxer in your cupboard..so don't touch my stuff!!..

now i got this majjor headache and she's around..why must you be around during my weekend??..i was just about to fall asleep and suddenly she walk in the room as if im invisible...what was that all about??...hello im in the room...and now i have to sit at the living room and guess what..i have to sleep here again tonight...crap!...why can you just stay in college??..*college to us is dorm*..

well, look like i have to take out my mattress again...i'll be spending the night with the tv and dining table and chairs again...i really hate this...

Its almost over peeps!!

2011-04-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

Practical season is over and now VIVA season is just beginning..the good new is this, i just finish editing all the slides and reports. And tomorrow, the VIVA presentation begins.

I'm kinda nervous and worry. Well, guess that normal for students and peeps!..i just few months to finish my study!..three years of waiting have now finally here.

Muahahaha...gtg..

life continue

2011-04-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

the long awaited moment have finally come and i still stuck in a place where i can't make up my own mind...

guess what i blabbing about....well, now the practical month is almost over just need to get though the final 2 weeks..just that life can offer lots of opportunities..in my case...to stay here or to leave..obviously, i choose to stay..but i have to consider my other option..if i stay..well, basically i'm independent..if i leave, i have to depend on my parents...hell, i don't even like that...i'm stuck...mom wanted me to go back and work there..reason..so that i can give her a hand back home..i feel so wrong thinking bout staying now...what seems right now seems so wrong..

Well, dad said he wanted to hook me up for some job in Shell..but i don't know...now i got master degree to think about...if i can get into master degree, at least that can put my ass here for couple of years...u must be wondering y i wanted to stay...well, i just like being far away from people that knew me...i need to see the world...yeah,..i know u will think that this is just some sore of teenager's dream to travel and see the world thing..but have u ever wonder how it's like to feel free....i know there's responsibilities in life that all of us have to take but for once in life...just put behind all the responsibilities for just couple of minutes and just run like hell...just getting the sense of it people...

I want this...and people around me seems like they know me so much..now i just need something that could help me get though all of this...and i don't know what it is...well, if i have to leave..i need to do something i always wanted to do...im not telling...just wait and see..

As for the girlfriend thingy...things are ok between us...just ok?...yeah...it might sound cruel...but she keep telling things that i normally would ignore...well, i use to have interest in what she said...but it was about her...not about what the hell happen around her...she's cute and smart but she make this relationship like she's the only one in it...me??...i just got nothing to tell her cause my life seems to be the same every fuckin day...so yeah..there you go...why i'm telling this?...well, i need to get everything out...so what better way than to blog about it..

So obviously i have problem with what happening around me...i tried not to be selfish but life goes by and it teaches me this...u can't listen to what 'they' have to say or tell you...sometimes i lied telling mom that i'm ok...but i'm not...i tried to be ok but i just seems so hard..i just wish somebody stop asking me 'how was your day ian'...cause u only gonna get 'ok' from me...

Ian out

the new things in life

2011-01-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

Time have past by so fast and we didn't even realize it..guess we are too busy with what life have to offer in the past...anyway, what really matters now is what our future holds..

It's have been 2 months since i started my internship here in PJ and lots of things have happen...and it feel like years....now i'm waiting for the months of April to come so i can get everything clear..i know i have another subject to take this June but i don't mind bout that..i just want to finish what i started in the first place..and maybe start everything all over again with new life and everything..

Let's moved on to another topic shall we..been thinking a lot bout what i want to do after graduation...working??...continued Master??...my mind just can make any decision now and its kindda frustrating..time is getting short for me and i still blur on what i want for my future..i don't want to make bad decision and regretting bout it..i want my future to be well planned...i know we just can make plans for life but God make it happen or not..i just pray for the best...

Well, my girlfriend have this strong believe that 2012 is the end of the world which i found not weird...why??...well, she's a strong believer in Christianity and i respect that but all of us have many opinion bout the end of the world...not saying that i don't believe in what she said it's just that we can't really expect whats gonna happen..so for me..i'm not gonna make any assumption on what gonna happen..i just want to get my life straight..not saying that i'm not thinking bout the end of the world..hmmm...anyway, things will happen anyway..so all we can do is pray..

So, pay day is coming and i'm not completely satisfied with my sales this month..why??..i just got 10K over comparing to last month i got almost 15K over...so the boss is gonna scream his lungs out...speaking bout the boss..lately he's acting a bit annoying...he wants to make sales but his changing everything in the 'book'...which basically means that the staff that include me are having a hard time to follow up with his style...and that bring the major concern on how am i gonna survive next month with limited cash in my pocket...i don't want to depend on my parents so much...cause im making money now..i know it's not much but still im making my own money..well, i just have to find a way on how to deal with this later...

Back to reality

2011-01-23T07:55:00.000-08:00

It's 2011 peeps!!! Sorry for not updating my blog..hehehe...forgot the password to my account....hahahha....so, 2011, what is my plan for this year??..nt sure yet...but i just follow where ever life takes me...heheheh

Lets start...Christmas?...alone...New Year?..Dataran Merdeka with Hamie and Faiz..then few weeks after New Year..dislocated my left shoulder again for the sixth time...got MC for 15 days which i didnt use cause of the boredness at home....owh yeah....i moved out my old place and into a new place in PJ and now living with my classmates...and maybe in Jun moving back to Shah Alam for my intersession weeks....

Practical life.....first few weeks was fun but after 1 month...things started to get boring....i can't do the same thing over and over again...i get fed up of it...wish i can change the practical place...seriously the place is so boring and feel like i got no life at all....

Speaking about life, life here in Semenanjung is getting to me....i know back in miri i got car to travel around and im familiar with the places..its different here....i cant travel around and i dont even know where to go here...sure there's alot of places to travel around semenanjung but it just not my kind of places...so now i have to decide to stay here and work or to go back to work?...can i have both??...i guess i just have to take this matter seriously but i dont want to think bout it now...

Oh yeah, got new gf..hahahaha...i knw my relationship status keep on changing from time to time this lately bt im making it official...im taken...hahahaha...i dont knw the future of my relationship with noreen yet but hoping for the best...ok..lets not talk bout her here...hehehehe...i know she gonna read this...and to PETRUS KALOM...i got new armrest!!!....muahahahahaha.....

I think i almost got all the stories that i needed to blog here....well, i guess thats all...blog again later....

ssssshhhhh

2010-10-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

My heart and mind keep saying that i should fight for her,
but right now i'm stuck in a place that i can even stand,
i'm not sure that this feeling i have is real,
all the past pain and suffering have thought me so much.

If i fight,
will it matters to u?
if i win,
will u be mine?
and if i lose,
what will happen to u and me?

I just can't stand here watching u with him,
Cause i really love u,
a wise man told me that,
u must fight for the one u loved,
and u must makes sacrifice as well.

now,
u want me to fight for u or,
sacrifice u to someone else.

LOLZ :p

:(

2010-10-23T18:38:00.001-07:00

Today is Sunday and it's a bit cold this morning which actually fit with what i feel now. A bit emotional this morning coz found out something that is FUCKED UP and really spoil my mood..tried to ignore it but something u just can ignore..

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SHIT!!..DON'T U KNOW THAT I'M HERE WAITING FOR U AND YET U SAID THAT U'RE NOT READY FOR ANY RELATIONSHIP BUT U STILL FLIRT AROUND WITH OTHER GUYS!! I KNOW I SHOULDN'T TRUST GIRLS FOR WHAT THEY SAID..

U KNOW WHAT..THINGS ARE MESSED UP ENOUGH IN MY LIFE AND I DON'T NEED U TOO HELP MESSED UP EVEN MORE OF MY SHITS!! I SHOULDN'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCKING CARE TO U IN THE FIRST PLACE!!

It's been awhile

2010-10-21T19:31:00.000-07:00

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

nothing to do

2010-10-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back again..and my eyes are turning red because of the notes..the final is just around the corner and the fun for this semester is almost comes to an end..and i still stuck with this practical thing..i have to get this shit done before it's too late..i know i keep on complaining about my practical thing in my previous blog..and yes... i did do something about it..well, i just have to be patient for now..i can't just rush everything in one time..

Today i stayed at home..got class at 10.30 but decided not to go..i know there will be no studying in that class..well, guess that my decision not to go was a wise decision...hehehe..this weekend the faculty make some program to get our batch out of shah alam..we're going to Pahang for OPKIM..which i don't even know what it stands for..so don't ask..yesterday i manage to run down to Berjaya Times Square to get some cloth for PGN (Pre-Graduation Night)..not so stylish but something that simple...

Something really bother my mind now..i keep thinking bout this girl..i'm not so sure bout my feeling..but if someone would ask me whether i love/like her or not i would just say yes..that the weird part..i know now i'm not ready for all this lovy dovy stuff..i not ready for any commitment yet..i mean the personal one..my previous relationship wasn't a successful one either and that makes me even more down..damn!!..i miss her??..yes i do miss her but i can't tell her..she knows that i love her but i just don't want to be selfish..cause she still can't get her past bf off her head..i don't want to mention what happen to them her cause it's kinda rude to do so..

Last week, i found the prefect song for myself..wah!!..that is what happen when my jiwang mode comes to me..btw..the song was from bruno mars and the lyrics fits me..and until now i still listen to that song..

For now, i just living the life that God gave to me before He takes it back..so peeps..enjoy ur life the way it should be..just don't waste it..hehehe..well, i got to go..still tomorrow i got this freaking test to deal with..and who knows gonna happen again this week..for sure i will keep u updated..peace y'all..

And btw..this is the song that i'm talking about..listen to it..then u will know how i really feel..

Until the day i die

2010-10-04T04:33:00.000-07:00

this song is like stuck in my for like the whole day and i can't stop singing it...hehehe..

daily pain

2010-09-30T10:55:00.001-07:00

Wow..sound so emo la this one...well, once in a while being emo is ok..but must have some limit..hehehe..tonight it's my time to be emo again..so..just keep on reading..

Is thinking about those people who make my life shines..even if they broke my heart..but hey..those people actually care bout u..just the way they express it hurts..it always like that..now i really miss them..i know we should not think bout the past..but how can we ever avoid it??..clubbing??..bang some girls??..that's not gonna help a single fucking thing...u still gonna think bout those memories..yes it hurt..it always hurt and i keep telling myself to moved on..how??..it's not like throwing rock down the river..it takes time but still u gonna remember it..it's in ur brain..how i wish my brain works like a pendrive so i can format it..but it's not..those things are gonna stuck in ur brain for like forever..that just how it is..

I'm not being desperate in looking for relationship..maybe that's why my recent relationship didn't worked out..on the outside i may look happy and fine..but inside...only God knows..the pain is still killing me..day by day those memories haunt me..i really don't know what to do..i'm stuck in a place where i don't want to be in..to be honest..i really miss someone real bad..she's nice to me..she's perfect in everything..she may not be the most perfect girl in the world but she's perfect in my own eyes..i don't care what people said..she's the one that bring back my trust in love..she's the first girl that make me feel like i'm a idiot..she's the first girl that make me feel like i'm the luckies man standing..yes...day by day i think of her..even though it just for couple of weeks..all the time we had together..that was the best..internet chatting..phone calls..video chatting..but i know i'm not ready for that yet..DEAR..i miss you..

Yes ladies..guys do have feelings..and that one of the sensitive part of a man..emo time is up..time to sleep..i'll be uploading some picture tomorrow..the line suck badly..

Back here again

2010-09-20T18:06:00.000-07:00

Is back in shah alam again for the 2 phase of study..after two weeks of non stop fun and boringness..finally it's time to put myself back on track...two weeks of holidays is enough to bring joy in my life..i mean how often do u get to spent time with the one that u really care about..hehehe..

Well, im back single again due to some reason that cannot be stated here..and guess what..yes it's hurt but hey..that how life works..sometimes it hurt u and sometimes it give u happiness..u can't expect to be happy all the time..anyway, i guess it's ok to be hurt now rather than sooner..now i just have to finish my study and get all of this over with..speaking bout studying, im getting tired of this stuff..i know we can never stop studying but u know when u reach some point of ur life that u wanted to do something for urself..that how i feel now..i want to make some changes in my life..i can just stay the same..i know changes can be difficult at time but hey..we got to do what we got to do right??..now im just getting more and more confuse with my own life...hurmmm..teenagers and their life philosophy..hehehe

anyway, two weeks of holidays..let me see...my uncle just past away last week, went out with my cousin rahpeal..and my friend alom..hock up with stephanie and then broke up yesterday..eating choc that stephanie bought for me..fooling around with my cousin..the best part..learn how to play golf..thanks to the crazy idea from rapheal..hehehe..today got class at 10.30 untill 6pm..aiyok..it's gonna be a long day for me..and im still stuck with this practical training stuff..shit!!..need to get this stuff done before too late...

Im not sure went will i be back to miri again..maybe the mids of next year or even end of next year..and yes..that's pretty long to wait..hurmm..1st day in shah alam oredy buzy with my assignment..now i still have couple of it to deal with..tomorrow got test..and i have to settle my practical training stuff..so many things to do and so little time to do it..hurmm..

well, got to go...need to get ready now..

is in myy

2010-09-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

Been in myy for like 1day now..hehehehe..just now went out with alom and apel and evey..just go for dinner..didn't plan for it..me and alom just go kidnap apel and evey and drag them dinner together..and guess who jd mangsa buli a.k.a bahan uji kaji just now..me..and the reason is this..i didn't break the news between me and stephanie to alom and he started to kill me piece by piece...damn..and tomorrow have to buy him choc again..hahaha..

neway, nothing much to post just what i did all day..basically that's all i did..went out with alom and the guys...owh yeah..the road in front of my house is new..they extend the road to make it bigger and then painted white line in the middle..i didn't notice it last night untill this morning went out to check on my viva..i was stunt..plus i parked the D-max outside this morning and it actually did not fit at the outside parking space..hahaha..the rear tyre is on the tar area..before it was just enough space for D-max to park outside..

and my viva is spoil again...my brother crash it into some pole and smk dp and the side of the bumper is spoil..looks like new bumper terus la..have to knock the side fender again..have to look for the bumper clip again..and the front bumper is falling off the body..mk mbk laju pun ssh now..have to drive with tender loving care..hhuurmmm..kcian oso that car...asal me come back jak mesti got something wrong with it..

well, nevermind..have to go now..need get some shut eyes..tmrw morning go jogging...

It's Saturday!!!

2010-09-03T17:41:00.000-07:00

Ok..i know i know..it's Saturday..and today i'm going back to myy..before that..past few days was a blast...even though i'm not fully recover yet but i still a blast this past few days...went out with some crazy people and yesterday go did something with some classmates...hahaha..

Neway..got something really2 interest thing happening in my life now...can't tell yet until it is official..hahaha...rapheal was like waiting for me since the that i told him that i was coming back..poor guy..must be damn boring in myy..well, just wait for my home coming and the saddest part is after this i don't know when am i coming back again..my graduation is next year..mid of july if not mistaken..and my sister is still studying here..i was thinking bout going back to myy until my sister done with her study that means i have another 2 years here..i didn't want to leave my sister alone here cause well, she the first baby girls of mom and dad..so mesti jaga bgs2...things i do as a brother..

Well, nevermind, is thinking about my big brother..i mean since the three of us being far away from the family it really got me thinking that bla gk la the whole family mk kuar sama..never had that moment like years now..plus this year me and my sister won't come back for christmas...me.. definitely not coming back for x'mas cause had to do my practical training..but im not so sad..y??..i celebrated x'mas with my fam like whole of my life and this is the first time ever i celebrate x'mas without the fam..yes it's sound sad but hey..its an experience that u have to take..hehehe..

Owh yea..i need pack my stuff now..blog later...

fever season is up

2010-09-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

it's been 3 days now my fever and it seem like getting worse..plus last night went out with classmate to break fast and then went to karaoke...dh la i'm coughing like hell they ask me to sing..so i just manage to sing one song..that one oso cannot finish..haiya..my throat was killing last night and today i can barely stand...just i stand up my head feels like a roller coaster...damn!!...today have to rest so class i can't go..i was thinking about going to the pusat kesihatan in UiTM but then again...my head let me down..so i have to lay down all day...want to eat oso cannot...eat a bit feels like vomit...

Anyway, this past few days nothing much have happen..just that i don't know what to post for my blog so today i was really bored so decided to post something..browse through facebook just now and saw one comment that really embarrass me..seriously..this guy is trying so hard to get this girl and he started to post "u look so cute la"..and the girl commented "what are u talking about?"..what was that all about??..seriously..have the guy lose his mind or something..girls can tell that when a guy really meant what they say and as a guy i can tell what do guys really want in relationship..obviously this guy just want to fool around..hey...it don't bother me at all..but a little advise for the guys..it's the MODERN AGE..girls know what guys are thinking..come on la..don't use "last year" words to get girls..haiyooo...

Ok..some of my friends keep asking me the same question everytime..what do i look for in a relationship??..simple..honesty..that's all i want and all i need..yes it might make me sound weak but trust me just be honest and u'll see how far u can go in a relationship..doesn't matter if the relationship works or not..just give it a try..u'll see...suddenly in a lovy dovy mood..just because of one stupid post...hurmm...

I'm not an expert in relationship but i just said that through my own experience..it's totally up to u if u want to take my advise or not..if u have better advise then fine with me..i don't mind at all..just don't be a fool in front of girls..cause that will cost u really2 bad..

well, i got to go now...blog later..

It's Saturday again

2010-08-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

Morning bloggers..its a wonderful saturday morning..hehhehe..just want to start off with a smile..plan for today???..send my sister to LCCT and then go crazy around KL city..hahahaha.

My sister goin back to miri today and i'll be back on the 4th..meaning i got another week here..well, yesterday went out with my sister and two of her friends..just go and accompany my sister shopping for some cloth..good thing her friends was guys so didn't make me so boring..today i have to send her to LCCT coz she didn't know how to go there..so being a good brother..i go send la..see i'm a good brother what..hehehe

Enough with that crap..ermm..what's the plan when i'm in miri??..not sure..but surely i got and meet my old friends..don't know why but feel like meeting them..hurm..i'll update it went i reach miri k..

Lately been having some weird dreams..dream bout some special someone that i used to date right after i broke up..been having that dream almost everynight..now me and her are just friends coz of some reason that i don't need to state here...i have to admit that i really miss her..she gave me back what my ex took away from me..to me that what makes her very very very very very very special..more special than other girls..and for the first time in my life i really feel what i mean to have a honest relationship with someone..

Wah..goin jiwang mode early morning...ok..stop it..i'm thinking bout getting my car done..but i still look for HU that really suite me..narrow down some models..kenwood, pioneer, and alpine..but i still can't make up my mind..need to do more research on this..later la..

well, im off to breakfirst..blog later...

was drunk

2010-08-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

Wow..never been drunk for like years and last night when out with housemate and got wasted..damn..i don't really drink stout but last night palak datang gila go order stout 9 large size bottle....there like 4 of us and all of us don't drink stout...hahaha..blom gk nait umah dh muntah blakang keta org...bodoh..never did that before...hehehe..

Woke up this morning with a major hangover..feel like the world is spinning still..then went to toilet and saw vomit on the toilet floor...being a good housemate..i clean it..plus it make me want to vomit oso..haiya..so alang2 vomit trus la..good thing everybody still in bed..

now cannot sleep and after this have to go KL to pick up my sister...take her go shopping for stuff that mom ask us to buy..hurm..tmrw oso have to send my sister to airport...she's going back to miri tomorrow...i'm going back on the 4th..which means next week..but i still need to settle my work here before i go..cause i don't want my holidays to be disturb..

I'm still wondering what to do when i reach miri..maybe go and see some old friends and make new ones..hurm...don't really know what to post so i just end here and here something to brighten up this morning..

RAYA mood ON

2010-08-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

What a day..yesterday and today was great!!!..hahaha...everything that being done without any plan..yesterday go and steal slide/notes from Strategic Management lecturer..heheh..gk ko mk kedekut slide ngn student..hahaha..and today last minute presentation for Risk Management..the report is not done and the slide just being done right before the class started..and i dun have any clue what they wrote on the slide but i manage to pull it off and guess what..the group got the highest mark for presentation marks...hahahaha...

Neway...lets talk bout girls...hahahaha...yesterday..saw this one chick in the bus and she was really hot..there were no more sit so the both of us had to stand along the way..she was standing in front of me coz the bus was really pack..and the driver datang gila and hit the brek hard...and the girl accidentally fall into my arms..hahahaha...*malu mode*..she got the boobs and the ass..really hot stuff and i was the lucky one..hahaha...sayang oso didnt get her name and number..hahaha..can see her red malu face after i almost hug her...hahha...hopefully get to see her again..

u know what i just realise lately..UiTM actually have hot girls!!!..and why must when i'm in the final year baru want to see these girls??...haiyo...didnt even have the chance to enjoy with them...shit la..at least i must get one hot chick before i leave UiTM..hehehe..the mission for final year...hahaha

emo me

2010-08-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

last night didn't have to most pleasant sleep of my life...why??..cause i'm tired...tired of things keep happening without me wanting it...trying to change is one thing..but trying to live in a new life is another...piss off with certain someone..keep bother me..plus yesterday and today and the coming day i'll be having test after test..so now i don't really need distraction from YOU!!..go bother someone else la..

Yesterday and today got early morning test..and i think i'm about to fail both test..yesterday's test was ok...can answer all but not sure the answer is correct or not..but today was the worst..i can't even answer a single thing..for the people around me..they know i really hate calculation question...and today test got like 2 calculation question out of 4...i can only answer the theory part..for calculation part i just hentam!!!..hehehe..

Must be wondering what's tomorrow gonna hold..i know tomorrow i got presentation and double test...and yet..i haven't study a single thing..need to prepare the presentation slide later and need to work hard for tomorrow test again...look like i won't be having any sleep tonight..

My week are full with tension and stress..really hate that..but i know after all that everything will be back to normal again..hurm..my head is spinning cause of not enough sleep last night..just now try to sleep but my eyes refuse to close..plus the day is not so hot..a very good time to sleep..still cannot sleep...haiya!!..

well, i think i better get my work done before night falls...

Lec SM mrajok

2010-08-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

everything when ok untill the class st 2pm..suddenly our lecturer for strategic management start buat hal..well, blame us for that..she ask for the work that supposedly being done last week..but the whole class didn't do it at all..the only reason is we got no text book..and she say this to us..."this coming class(Wednesday)i want u to present for topic 1,2, and 3 and next week will be ur 1 test which will cover up till chapter 5"..the worst part is this..we haven't cover yet chapter 4..how now brown cow??

So, tonight i have to make myself useful by finishing up the work that she gave and have to start do some notes...study..huhh..dh la got Risk Management report to do again..now this??...well, this is the life of a student..plus this weekend got 2 test..Reinsurance and Risk Management...damn!!..this week will be pain in the ass for me..the whole week will be looking at books...tomorrow night got class till 10pm again..haiyo!!!

Now 3 lecturer mrajuk with our class..maybe what the class need is some change in attitude..plus just now only 3 guys come to class..same goes to Personal Finance class..huhhh...apa la nak jd...

enough with that..now i have to start working on my work..have to get it done fast before dinner...after dinner i have to study again...blog later....

bloging

2010-08-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

All day have nothing to do..just sit at home and wait till the night falls..tonight got some discussion to do with hamie and the girls..hehehe..something got to do with our group assignment..damn..just another thing that i don't like to do..

Let me see what did i do today..play game..sleep for like 40 minutes..then continue play game..then eat then play game again..then online..now blogging..feeling kind of empty today..got no feeling..hehehe..guess that the anger have pass and now i can rest easily..with no worries..

Oh yeah..thinking bout getting a tattoo for myself..is thinking bout the tattoo of my name...but mom sure bising one..hehehe..but nevermind la...that's one of my future plan..as a single..i get to do what ever i want to do..still looking for the design tho..i'm not getting the one that is very very big..just a small or normal size one will do..it's not a trend but just that something that i really want to do..

u can was that's a death wish but it's not..hehehe..just interest in it only..hehehe..try to look for the image that fit my taste..can't seems to find anywhere on the web tho..but yeah..i'm trying..hehehe...just that mom won't be so shock bout this la..but i'm not doin it now..maybe when i get my own job then i'll do it..

maybe this will do....

feeling tired to love

2010-08-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today i had this really freaking messed up dream..that dream really mess up my mood..thanx a lot for hurting me again..now i have this hatred deep in my heart and thanks a lot to you..

huhh..right now i'm trying to stay calm coz not point for me get piss off with things that already happen..yes it's hurt but what more can i do??..cursing u wont cure this scar that u left in this broken heart and once again i thanked u for that..

i saw this quote in one of the web i browse.."Fuck Love Before It Fuck You"..not sure what it really meant but it sound sooooo damn right for me now..i'll remember that..

It's Saturday

2010-08-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

Hey..weekend is here and i have nothing to do..the whole day just stay at home...oh yeah...it's fasting month for the muslim..and almost all the shop around here are close so maybe that's one of the reason why i dun want to go anywhere..but mom keep asking me to go visit my sister at k.l and i can't seem to find the right time to go there..now my budget is low so can't afford to spent too much...have to save some for the HU that i booked from alom..not sure bout getting a new component set speakers tho..but i want kicker punya brand..hahaha...kasi gegar satu dunia..hahaha..

that is just for future planning for my viva..this coming september i will be in miri but not for long..just couple of days then i'll be off to vietnam..that's the plan..not quite sure whether it's gonna happen or not..can only know right after the fasting month is over...still have long time to wait..

Yesterday was the class trip to Northport and it went well..thank god for that...the trip went exactly as i planned..hehehe...well, im feeling a bit piss off with somebody now..someone that i though was good to me..but he really is a DAMN MOTHERFUCKER!!!!..u dun deserve to call urself as my friend if u want to stab my back...go and FUCK urself!!!..piece of SHIT!!!!..u're NOTHING but a TRASH!!!..DAMN U TO HELL!!!..i dun bother ur life so dun bother mine!!!..CRAP!..

huhhh...

2010-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

Today was so damn tired...now everyday tired...just now had to stay at ramadhan stall to help out the guys selling..the society is trying to make some fund to support the trip to Vietnam this coming sept..so any opportunities comes, we have to take it...just now help out at stall arnd 4 pm till 7..non stop and my back is killing me..i didn't sit the whole 3 hours..and students are like hell...they just keep coming..until arnd 7 something then they starting to slow down..by that time i barely stand...i can't feel my leg..good thing that hamie came along at 6 and help out..

What a day huh..it just remind me that what will happen after all that??..i mean..after i graduate will i ever had anymore experience like that??..tho it was tough but it really makes u feel like it worth all the pain..cause that is something that u can gain from any class u attend..it just make your memories that much sweeter to remember..

tomorrow is the class trip to Northport and now i'm hoping that everything turns out just as i planned..and tomorrow almost all my classmate will be back to their hometown..yeah..they live just couple of hour outside Selangor..so going back is not an issue..i'm not jealous and all but it just make me think bout my family back home..plus now mama had to do lots of things at one time..papa is in bintulu and only comes home couple of days per week..so mama must be so tired by now..had to send my sister to school..pick them up..then send to tuition..that just the part of she being our mother..not the part where she have to make money..huuhhh..i respect u mama..hehehe..miss ur cucur pisang make out of tender loving care..here dun have...hahaha..

well, that's all for tonight..i'll be update this blog soon...

today??

2010-08-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

Well, feel so damn tired this two days...tonight suppose to have class at 8 but feel so tired so decide not to go...well, this is only my first time skipping this class and i dun think the lec will mind that..today haven't eat any rice at all and plus got class at 8 in the morning..had to stay starving till 6 pm!!!..then decide to go bazar but the food all gone!!!..WTF!!!..good thing reach home my housemate buy some food..hahaha..i help them finish the food...i was so damn starving man...

today class was ok despite had to starve like hell all day..toward the 6pm class i was about to feel like having gastric..ask my friend and classmate to send me home quickly..taking bout that..this afternoon when me and hamie was about to go back home..his car got hit from behind by another car...girl driver...plus she said that the brake had some problem and she odi change it..what kind of reason is that??..new brake but still have problem??..u know how hard she hit the car..haime's car was kancil and her's was kia sephia..and the both of us felt like flying inside the car..stupid girl la..good thing the girl was hot..she actually gave her phone number to hamie..and her friends was checking us out..and yes..they were 5 of them..2 of them were really damn hot..hahaha...

let's just leave that behind..now i feel so full..hahaha..had fried bontot ayam for dinner and a glass of coke..hahaha...later bru go and eat rice with tomey and eddy..this friday will be the class trip to Northport..looking forward for that..and i'm still waiting for the reply from the company that i applied for practical for..my friend odi call some calls from companies that he applied and that really makes me feel so damn nervous..when la this people gonna call me??...im still waiting...

Well, the rice is done and i'm going for my second dinner..blog later..

Fasting month

2010-08-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

Wah..as if i'm the one who's gonna fast..hehehe...as we all know..tomorrow is the first day of puasa and u know what that's mean..bazar ramadhan..hahaha..unfortunately, tomorrow my class is up to 10pm at night..so have to stay hungry for the whole freaking day...damn!!..

Nevermind la..today was ok..i guess..felt tired but enjoying it like hell..had fun during and after class..hehehe...thanks to Hamie..u make my day..ahahaha..nothing much actually happen today just that feel so freaking tired..everyday i feel tired..hurmmm..

September is coming very soon and i'll be back in miri during the raya season..thinking bout visiting the old friends from middle school..long time didn't see them dy..just met up couple of them before heading back to shah alam before..but that oso just meet for like few minutes only..also, my cuzzy..rapheal is coming to k.l right after raya but not sure can meet him..coz i was suppose to in Vietnam during that day..but we'll see how it goes then..

Kinda miss my mom's cooking tho..miss her cucur pisang..hahaha..she make the best cucur pisang..yeah..like alom told me..that kind of cucur pisang dun have here in shah alam coz it made out of tender loving care...hahaha...i'll remember that..taking bout alom...this september oso i'm thinking bout goin somewhere with him..but not sure where..need to get out of miri oso..miri dun have anything fun lately..except for the night clubs la..

It's weird that people keep asking me bout my relationship life..well, i'm single but not available to anyone..coz i have my own reason..but i like to flirt around..hahaha..just for fun la..dun get it too serious..now currently flirting with this girl..can't mention her name here..hahaha...well, that's just me..hahaha..

Owh ya...my housemate just found a phone..nokia 5730...someone left it somewhere around the campus..lucky for him la..hehehe..who ever lost the phone must be really sad..i mean the phone was like wow!!!..macam2 karenah my housemate..

well, im kindda sleepy now..so i'll update the next blog tomorrow..night readers..

feel damn guilty

2010-08-09T02:55:00.001-07:00

Last night...i mess up pretty bad..i mean really bad..things are fucked up now..i know a simple word like sorry couldn't even fix it..i make decision to post my apologies to that someone..hope she reads it..

i know it sound ridiculous but hey..a guy got to do what u guy got to do..with the big heart in the middle of the post??..well, at least that could make her smile..that all i want to do..is to put back a smile back to her face again..that's all..i shouldn't rush things..now just let time do the talking...

let's just forget bout that for now...good news for me..the trip to northport is done and now just have to wait for the other stuff to be settle..hope my exco can do it b4 this weds..ooohh ya..just now, after class and reach home..found out that the electric had been cut..damn..plus the day was like hell..my head is beating and it's freaking hurt..damn...as if things couldn't get any better for me..but it's ok la..this is not the first time it happen...better no electric then no water...

just now class was ok but a bit bored..hey..since when does class get so excited??..tried to focus in class but i can't coz of the thing that i did last nite..now i have some catching up to do...huuhhh...

well, go to go..got things to do..

boring boring boring and yes, im bored

2010-08-08T05:11:00.001-07:00

what a day huh..?.tired of this..need to get out of it all but i'm only human..hehehe..watching some post on fb and started to get me thinking that some of the comment really is kinda ridiculous..curse here and there but nvmd..who m i to stop them rite??

tmrw class starts again and is hoping for the best tmrw..got only 2 class and is loving it...hehehe..lets see what did i do today...BIG FAT NOTHING...damn!!..almost every weekend got nothing to do..if like this..mati lor...the guys also not doin anything and the only thing i dun understand is that dun they get bored??..i mean almost every weekend stuck at home doing nothing..just maybe i'm use to goin out weekend and always got someone to company me...here??..hmmmm..

but it's ok i guess..the good thing is my money dun easily wasted just like that..at least can save some cash..speaking bout saving..the printer need new ink..too many things that i've printed until the ink almost kong..maybe i'll be out to k.l this coming weekend..looking for some stuff and hoping my sista can join me..my mom always ask me bout her...how should i know..im in shah alam and she's in k.l la mom..

currently thinking bout mom's cucur pisang and makes me miss her cooking..it's ok la..this september im coming back to miri..and by then i can have all the cucur pisang that i want..hahahha...well, got to go..that's all i can post..

[ENG SUB] Xiao Yu - Finally Said It (HQ Full Ver.)

2010-08-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

Today

2010-08-07T04:57:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring day for me..well, almost every weekend is boring for me..well, im just a student and so weekend is the only time for me to get some rest..and yeap..this past few weeks has been so stressful for me..had this class trip to take care of also some other things to do..plus the practical stuff is killing me...now i have to find more places to do my practical training..still confuse with the place to do practical training on..

my subject this semester are getting even harder..hey.the higher u go the harder it gets..i have to bare with it tho..so far im doing ok i guess...i still can control my stress and good part is i dun really think much bout social life..that's good for now...tho i do miss certain someone tho..but hey..it ok..

due to the boringness that i had today..i open twitter and actually make an account there..plus...i dun knw anything bout twitter so now im trying to understand twitter..hehehe

well, gtg...blog latter

thinking bout life

2010-08-02T03:27:00.000-07:00

common question that u'll get is "what do think about life?"..try think back what did the memories that u have...that's life..it make u feel happy and sad..well, thinking back to the past memories really got me thinking bout the mistake that i've made and a long the way i also learn couple of things that really show me what does life can offer me..now i'm far way from the loved ones and living life as the way it is..is that what i really want??..most of people don't really know what do they want in life until they lost it and some might not even realize it at all..but hey, what ever it is..it's normal..that's life..

"Try and make ur life easy"..what does that tell u..for me life is easy just that u have to find the right way to make it easy..what makes it difficult is u..we will owes try to find excuse to get out of trouble and we always try to find trouble..whether we realize it or not..at my age..life really got me thinking a lot..all the responsibilities, commitment, and all sort of shits..but it's still normal..what is not normal??

I guess as we grow older we might think life could crashing down on us but do we really need to think that way??..look around u and what do u see?..people running around..they are just trying to hard and they blame life for that..is that wise??..i mean think bout it..do u really need to blame life for the misery that u have now??..u choose to be that way so why don't u just live with the misery instead of cursing ur life..if u really need to get out of it all..make a chance..that's the only way u could get out of it all..

For me life is simple..it's life a blank piece of paper and u are a pen..u draw the path of ur life..only different is the mistake that u make u can't erase it..u just have to live with it..the only thing u can do is just fix it..a simple apologize is good enough..another thing..people tend to forget to apologize for mistakes..well, u can call that ego but i call that stupid..just freaking say it..it won't hurt..it won't kill u..why do have to be embarrass of ur own mistake??..

As we grow older we will meet people..strange people..good people..bad people...all kinds of people..and some of them might just be ur friends..without u even think bout it..the massage here is just to live ur life to the fullest..do what u want to do cause no one can stop u as long as u know what are u doin..

Long time no update...

2010-07-28T19:34:00.000-07:00

It's been a buzy start for this new semester...for me la...going to class..adjusting with new life..looking for place to practical...struggling with all sort of shit..but a bit relax..not really la...

Lot of things happen during the mid-sems break...broke with gf..found out the truth behind everything...i was deeply hurt for like 2 months bcoz of her...and weird thing is..my mom start giving advise in relationship??..what's up with that??..but yeah..i took advise despite that it was a bit weird...now things are goin ok with me..

when i start to love someone again..things started to goes wrong again...but hey..it's ok...she just need time to adjust..so as for me??...im here...hehehe..not very convincing huh..hehehe...im just trying to fit with this new life...got lots of plan coming up...

my sister ivy is in k.l now and that makes me busy coz i have to keep an eye on her...thinking bout goin out with her this weekend..my leg is killing me..well, got hit by this car when i was on break..my bad..mom didnt know..but she'll find out soon...been hiding this thing from almost everyone..hahaha...good thing it happen after i came back from dalat...hehehe..untill now it still hurts...

well, got to go...got to 'rest' my leg...hehehe

updated

2010-04-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

It's been a while seen i last take a look into my blog..well here i am now..nothing much happen this past few months..just been buzy with campus life..barely have enough time to do anything..now i have final to focus on but still im fooling..

Found out that my carry marks is low this sems and i have to make a huge comeback for the final and i know i did that before and i know i can do it again but this is very stressful to me..things happen in just a short time and im not ready for all of this..still down after few things that happen last week..the only thing that can cheer me up now is one whole bottle of beer..at least i can forget that thing for a short while but issit worth it??

Seems like i have to this on my own..in case u dunno what am i talking about..it's about a personal thing that i encounter last week and this week..i know..i have to forget it for a while and focus on my final but imagine if that thing wont go away..it stuck in ur head..i know i sound like an emo now but that what i feel now..

but yeah..i try to continue on with this thing keep on bothering me..no good news lately just pure pressure being put on me..damn!!..tired of this..well, i think i should carry on with my study now..been losing a lot of time and have barely enough time to study..i hope i can pull this off again..like i did last sems..hehehe..

is missing her so bad..

2010-02-06T09:23:00.000-08:00

The title show it all..really hate this feeling of missing someone..well, that what you get if you got someone special..but having problem with her lately..but we are all grown up so the problem settle oredy..

Nothing much happen this recent days..got tons of assignment and some test to be ready for..everything have to settle by next week..and the other week i'll off to miri..HOLIDAY!!hehe..is loving this...can't really focus on my study this lately..maybe because of some freak stuff keep happening..

CNY is near and i'll be in miri by that time..hehehe..i know for CNY all the shop in miri will closed and barely any shops are open but nevermind, i got plan for this CNY..hehehe..plus i got to attend this VIVAC meeting next Sunday..2o feb at cafenika..i think i got the spelling right..thanx to VIVAC MYY members for the info..is looking forward for the meeting..

I now thinking about upgrading my viva..been thinking about this for a long time and maybe i should just do it..no major mod..just some stuff that i wanted to put in it..like HU, amps, new speakers and maybe woofer..just maybe..if the speakers are good enough, then no need for the woofer..hehehe..thinking about installing the UR bar that alom promo to me long time ago..ask for price and for viva it cost arnd RM70 - 100..something like that la..just for the comfort of cornering..tried my friend's viva with a normal bar oso nice around the curve..hehehe

it's getting late and my house is getting silent every minute..i better go to bed now...nite

thinking what is gonna happen

2010-02-04T19:09:00.000-08:00

life been hard for me..but hey..have life ever been easy?..every human in this world sure go through though things over and over again..heart broken, emptiness, left alone in the dark..well, that's how life is..start open your eyes and live..coz each and everyday of your life is important..make something out of everyday and don't let anything stop you along the way.

Living is though for human..all the wars, the hatred, the crying and screaming, and the killing..all of this are not part of live even some say that these are life..open your eyes and look around you..is this what you want?? is this the meaning of life to you?? if this is the meaning of life to you..is better you just jump off a building and get your life ended immediately coz we don't need people like you in this world..

People are getting heartless each and everyday and this world as we know it is coming to an end..so you still want to kill?? you still want to rape??..what kind of human are you??..heartless is not good enough to describe people like you..nor animal..you are more than that..much worse..

but this will continue..no one there to stop them..people are getting blind each day..by the end of the day..someone will die...

is back from fun ville..

2010-02-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

Feeling so tired now..just come back from bowling with classmates..it was totally fun and funny..neway, got lots of work to do starting this week and the next week..well, the CNY is just around the corner so all the lecturers giving out test and assignment..and all of them due next week..so i'll be a bit buzy this week and the next week.

I'm not thinking about goin out this weekend and the next weekend..coz i know im gonna be so damn tired with all the assignment and test preparation..wah..i'm a good boy now..hehehe..well, i need to focus a lot this semester coz need to boost my CGPA again..drop last semester and felt really disappointed.. so need to work extra hard this semester..

Well, my girl will be coming to k.l this April and need to adjust my budget..well, have to buy her something also..plus she really wanted to go to Sunway Lagoon..so i have to take her there la this...haiyo...budget lari again la like this..thinking about changing the HU for my viva..but this came up..never mind la..not always i get to spent holiday time with her like this kan..

Talking bout HU, saw few HU here at Shah alam and thinking bout taking one back and install at the viva..but as usual..the price always gets me down..fully equip HU..but i'm a simple guy so HU with USB is enough la..i've ask this guy from the shop and he said he can give me lower price if i really want to buy..coz i'm thinking bout buying one whole set of it..HU, speakers, tweeters, amp..and alarm..all and all he can give me around RM700-1000..depend on the item i buy la..

Heard my cousin just bought side skirt for his waja..and alom also said it look cool..can't wait to go back and see the car..me??i need to settle the audio and the alarm first before starting to change the looks of the car..hehehe..also in mind to lowered the spring..hahaha..crazy aite..

Neway got to go..need to finish the assgnmnt first before goin to bed..

Layan Adam Lambert

2010-01-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

hehehe...just for intro..time for miracle is the song that im listening now...cool song...i think this song was taken out the OST of 2012. movie's great too..

Well, today nice..got only one class and the evening class was cancel..the pleasure of having the lec's fon no...hehehe..this weekend i'll be off the melacca to this camp that the society organize and im the photographer for that event..talking about events..got another event to deal with..the faculty mini sport carnival..and that's happening end of this month..crap...tired of handling events..

Can't wait to go back miri..i got 2 weeks left and not forgetting to finish up my current assignment tonight..got 2 individual assignment to deal with..huhh..tired la like this..tomorrow got only 1 class..damn..why is the timetable like this ha??most of my classmate odi holiday tomorrow yet i'm going to class..plus the class is at 3-5 pm...the last class of the day...but what to do...that's my responsibility to come to class..i'm not gonna skip anymore class this semester...

Feel good after the futsal game last 2 night..though it was tiring but i actually enjoyed myself..and thinking bout doing that again..i think we lose that night but doesn't matter..take not the main point..we play for fun only..

Miss miri's laksa..here the laksa taste worse..not the kind of laksa that i wanted..plus the put in some weird paste in it..that makes the taste even worst...not liking the laksa here...hehehehe..someone pliz take me back o tapau for me some laksa form miri...

Feeling sleepy for no reason..i go now..sleep sleep..

oooo..this one padu...

2010-01-24T04:37:00.001-08:00

sorry guys..accidentally hide this blog on the dashboard..no wonder la alom said that i didn't update my blog..i got the other blog la..that i recently updated..hehehe..nevermind la..

So, today is sunday and i suppose to be at the church today but hehhehe..paham2 la..

Surprise that the days have gone so fast..now i only got 1 more year ahead of me before i finish with my study..but im thinking about continuing for master degree seems like the course that im taking is not good enough for the market...yeah..even got degree oso not good enough..better go for master degree la like this...i think the master degree only took about 2 years..not sure la..hopefully it's true coz i really tired of looking at books..wait..that's gonna be my job in the future..haiya...

Talking about time keep passing by so fast, I started to remember back to the 'golden age' where we use to jamm for almost everyday. Those were the days. Now, the guys are buzy with their jobs..hmmm..so sad..hehehe..

Thinking back about that i just make me feel like turning back but in life there is no turning back coz the past will always hound u..wow..im suddenly talk about life..better stop this before i started to do the 'ceramah on life' again...

Assignment is everywhere in my room now and head is spinning coz of this...had to get em done by this week..so many things to do yet so little time left..well, got to continue finish up my assignment now..see ya'

Boring Day

2009-02-07T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hey, well like always. been buzy for the week. i really hope it's for this month only. i haven't started revision yet and the exam is this coming april. heah, i'm stress.

But what am i suppose to do. Next week i'm goin to melaka for this motivation camp. i'm not the participants but i'm the exco. It's an insurance program so i have to go. beside, i need to losen up. get away from the buzy life.

So, goin to melaka is next week but i still have jobs to do like insurance's family day. they keep changing plans la..haiyoo.. just now man told me that the family day only a one day event. before this they said it was a two day event. got everything plan put oready lo..now i have to go to pusat sukan to ask permision to rent the place. well, it's not really renting it's more to borrowing the place.

It's not a smooth sailing now but i really hope that it's gonna be over soon. Oh yea.. i did my assgmnt last time and saved it in my pendrive. guess what.. it's all gone..GONE!!!..i have to do it all over again..haa!!!.. all my hard work!!!huhuhuhuh..yeah..i'm emo now..sobsob..

well, go to go, have an assgment to do..c'ya..

another day have past..

2009-02-01T02:17:00.000-08:00

Ok..today was like any other day..nothing happen..well, went out as early as possible. why?.. just to my hair cut..hehehehe..i was force ok..by my girl la..so sad..

Arrive as PAS or Plaza Alam Sentral around 10. It a mall so it's not open yet. So me and Ricky went to take our breakfirst. Eating roti telur. sit for like half an hour. Went in to check the salon but it's not open yet. So went to play snooker. It's quite expensive there. Around rm 10 for an hour. Played snooker for one hour something. Then the salon open. What do expect it was 11 plus already.

Got my hair cut and feel happy for no reason.Tomorrow class will start as usual and have to wake up around 6am. huuhh..so tired la like this. Miss my girl a lot la..this holiday i was stuck here for one week. Save some money oso.

Got this news about my cousin this morning. He got into an accident. Don't know how it happen but his condition was worst. Hands broken and scars all over his body. Got his picture from mom. Mom says he hit an old man. The problem is we don't really know the old man still alive or not. But from the of my cousin injuries, i don't really think the guy can survive. It was HORRIBLE!!. and just to make it worst, my cousin is only 14 or 15 years old this year so no driving license yet. What can i say. Wanted to talk to him just now but no need la.

Miss the guys back home so much la. Wanted to text alom but affraid his buzy with his 2 girlfriens..his car and karen..hehehe..jgn mara..i suppose to have a discussion today but we end up at the cc and surfing away. and my friend try to read my blog. Oh yea. it's rain heavily here i think it just stop. so i better stop here. need to go.

My first blog..;p

2008-10-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

Wow..now im started blogging..it's not that surprising tho..hehehe..well,as most of my friends knows,im in uitm shah alam now..yeah it's really far away from home.

Life change when i started come shah alam. It's like i'm getting older. Well, that happens to anyone. And i'm wondering why m i blogging since i got final exam to focus on. I don't know why. I just feel like blogging.

But nevermind that..yeah right..everyone seems buzy these past fews days..like i just figure that out..everyone seems like chasing time here..as like they don't have any life..it's not that weird tho..but that bug me A LOT..everyone seems to ask me the same question everyday here..have u done ur work/assgment..common la..i'm working on it..BY MYSELF!!..yeah..im stressing out..wow..im stressing out and i'm posting my first blog..now i don't feel normal myself..

I knw it's how uni life is..and yeah..im used to it..but it still bug me..my uni life is getting better except for the study part..it's like a game where if u lose..u'll be left behind FAR AWAY..that what happen to me now..but im doing just fine..thanx to my roommate..

Lots of things seems to bugging me these past few days..i dn't knw wat..and i can't figure it out..but nevermind..that's life..

i think i better stop here..leave a comment if ur rading this..dn't comment bout how uni life is..i figure that out already..hehehe..and thanx for reading